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I am so bored right now. At first I thought I was depressed, but quickly grasped that I am just bored out of my fucking mind. I have so much I can do too, but I choose not to do anything. I know I have SOME ADD which causes this, but I think it's primarily me being lazy since I can spend hours at a game that catches my attention.

The problem with being bored is I start to think, thinking leads to wtf is going on with my future. I rarely do anything with college. Hell, my transcripts may not even be accepted which will lead to me not being able to even continue my courses that I am half-assing, but I don't really want to go to anyways but know I should.

I am probably just a lazy kid that doesn't want to go to school nor work. The thing is I loved my job, but then it got ridiculous with the customers. Like I have to bend over backwards and take it. Not that I would mind, but I like to choose when I take it. :P Anywhere else will be like that too in my area tho. I mean I should take a risk and work like an hour away and see if that makes me happy. It may actually solve all my problems as far as work goes, I don't know.

Also! I live in a city full of fucking rich spoiled idiots BUT somehow it got mixed in with the city full of fucking thug monkeys that can't speak proper english. So you mix the 2 and you get the part of miami I live in. That's another problem! Miami. I need to get away from this souless hellhole.

The ultimate problem is that I am now lost. I have lost all desire to do anything and I feel like crap everyday. I kind of want to move far away from my family and do my own thing, but I'll lose all the comfort I have here. It's not like anyone bothers me at home.

Another thing is that I seek a girlfriend. Why? because I am lonely and almost 20 having been single most of those glorious 20 years with maybe 2 relationships that lasted nothing. I am hoping that the problem is the girls in my area and not me. I am like near hippie down to earth-wise, tho I do like technology.

Anyways, sorry if I wasted your time by making you read this if you accidentally clicked this thread out of curiosity. I was just wondering if maybe someone would drop an awesome answer in here on what I should do or just something to inspire me.

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Ah yes. Well young man, you still have a long way ahead of you. I think a lot of people go through that phase. There are times that you don't want to do shit, deal with shit, & pretty much feel like shit, but then you get over it. Yes. Maybe you should look into another major & job. Sounds to me like you're all burned out with your current situation in life. Moving can help out to since it makes you more independent & you have to rely on yourself & not your parents or friends. Turns you into a man! Hahaha! But then there are times that moving out might not be a good choice. But yeah. You'll get over it.

Yup. Having a girl brings a lot of new perspective in life that you never had before. You also learn a lot about yourself & the way you interact with people. Maybe you should make an effort & meet some girl. You don't have to look that far either. Sometimes we don't realize it, but the person that we might end up with is right under our nose. ('o' ) !!

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i think you should start taking realistic steps into moving out. there are a lot of things you can do (maybe aupair for instance). I think miami probably is a terrible city, and a change of scenery is good for everyone.

>< i'm the same as you with having no ambition sort of.........but maybe the problem is that you're trying to do things you don't really wanna? like I think I wanna read a lot of philosophy books but I don't. I really DO wanna learn how to play saw and read tarot and i can learn those things without having to force myself.

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Also! I live in a city full of fucking rich spoiled idiots BUT somehow it got mixed in with the city full of fucking thug monkeys that can't speak proper english. So you mix the 2 and you get the part of miami I live in. That's another problem! Miami. I need to get away from this souless hellhole.

Great, my family's moving to Miami next year or the year after, that's something to look forward to.

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Harrison Ford Post Whore

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This will be way faster than quoting everyone, so here goes.

The dude: I could do that, and it isn't a bad idea at all considering how cool we are. Cool + cool = Toocool. Just to spite math that works out.

Belial: I fucking hate this boat tho. I mean it in the most honest way too. Like I feel worthless in this state of mind, but at least I'm not alone or it isn't some weird thing I only deal with. Thanks. <3

Anime Gee: If someone was going to post something life inspiring, it was going to be you. Thank you as well, twas some good feedback.

Rocksteady: I already do, which is stated in dude's post following yours.

Linds: I totally agree with you and it's pretty much how I feel. Like I was to skateboard but I know I won't. I agree I should move, but it would be hard to leave my TV behind. I meant parents, not my awesome TV. *cough* but yeah, I appriciate your feedback.

Samurai Drifter: Not to worry you, but my post isnt the half of it. Miami is a shithole, I would try to convince your parents not to even come near this place. Everyone is either a rich asshole or a poor asshole.

So I appriciate everyones post, really I do. They've inspired me slightly, which is more than nothing. I guess the only thing is to activly change my life and do something about this slump, while keeping my TV in the process.

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Samurai Drifter: Not to worry you, but my post isnt the half of it. Miami is a shithole, I would try to convince your parents not to even come near this place. Everyone is either a rich asshole or a poor asshole.

Yeah, my mom used to live there, her neighbor got murdered on the doorstep of her apartment.

I think we're moving there because it's warm and relatively affordable... as opposed to Minnesota which is frigidly cold and affordable.

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Yeah, my mom used to live there, her neighbor got murdered on the doorstep of her apartment.

I think we're moving there because it's warm and relatively affordable... as opposed to Minnesota which is frigidly cold and affordable.

Look at the bright side! If I'm still here and no one gets murdered, we can hang out!

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If I was SD and I was moving to Miami I would just run away and live in the subway. We are both almost 18 anyway. Before I moved to Miami I would hitchhike to Michigan and live off bottle returns, if I were you. A lot of the cans are ten cents each there. Or I would live off bottle returns here. I would also live off pigeons. Pigeons don't even taste good. You're from Minnesota! HOW CAN YOU MOVE TO MIAMI!?!??!

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If I was SD and I was moving to Miami I would just run away and live in the subway. We are both almost 18 anyway. Before I moved to Miami I would hitchhike to Michigan and live off bottle returns, if I were you. A lot of the cans are ten cents each there. Or I would live off bottle returns here. I would also live off pigeons. Pigeons don't even taste good. You're from Minnesota! HOW CAN YOU MOVE TO MIAMI!?!??!

Our bottle returns are very profitable. And our pigeons are exeptionally tasty.

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My field research (watching a movie about Miami based off a story by Dave Barry) has led me to believe that Miami is, in fact, a shithole. But then again, I kinda distrust the entire East Coast. *Shrug.*

It sounds like you need a kick in the ass. Hell, at least you've got a job, right? I don't have that. Most of my life comprises of sitting around listening to doom metal and reading. I don't even have a major, I signed up for my current class schedule (highly specialized in Russian/slavic studies) on a whim... But, whatever. Life goes on, and it's good.

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Kitoshi- I honestly think everyone goes through what you are at some point in their lives. (Especially around this age.) It's kinda funny how just a year ago I really didn't want to be in college anymore and wanted to quit, and then just a few days ago I got really upset because I didn't get some financial aid this year that I got my previous two years and almost HAD to quit. But yeah, point is finding what you want to do is hard. I mean, I STill don't know what I want. Then again I probably never will. << >>

And yes, it's just your location most likely. Florida girls are awful. :laugh:

*Was born in St. Petersburg*

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Fuuuuuck! What aggrivates me is the fact that leaving miami isn't so easy yet all of you are backing my beliefs that it is a shithole, which is cool cause at least it isn't me, right?. I can't part ways so easily with my TV. It's like my soulmate! FUUUUCK ;_____; Maybe if I get a friend that wants to move and we move together it'll rock.

But thanks guys, the info is helping.

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