The space alloted for a thread titled cannot begin to describe how much I hate my brother right now

[FaultyClockwork]

So I just had one of the most frightening experiances a brother can ever have (unless you, in reality, do want your brother dead/gone forever).

I was at school late working on the yearbook today and my friend Becca was there working on the newspaper so when my mother came to pick me up I offered her a ride. My mom works with Becca's mom at a newly opened high school. So we go there and Becca's mom can't drop her off in time for her to do some stuff she needs to do and while Becca's mother and my mother are talking, my mum asks me to call my brother a notify him that he has a 5:00 hair appointment. So I call him and tell him and he says "okay" and all so we get home and he's not there.

Becca and I are sitting in the car talking and my brother's friend Lynn walks by and asks where my brother (Nico) is and I say that he's inside and we're taking him to a hair appointment. Becca and I are still talking and my mom rushes up to the car and says that she found the door wide open and my brother was nowhere to be found. His tie and back pack and keys were there but he and his shoes were gone. He was answering his cell phone either. Earlier I had missed a call from him at around 4:27 because my cellphone was on silent and he didn't leave a message so we figured that he must still be around somewhere. We drove Becca home and came back, stopped off at his friend's house who lives on the same block but found no one, and then went back to our house. We searched the house again incase he was being a jerk and hiding then tried his cell phone, tried to call my dad but he kept hanging up, and then called all of Nico's friends. We began to worry and I called my friend Laura for comfort and help and she said that he was probably doing something dumb and thoughtless as 14 year olds are wont to do. She had her brother call my brother's cell phone and he didn't get a response the first time and the second time it was turned off. My mom found this out at the same time and we both became even more worried. I had Laura call her dad, who works with mine.

My mom and I are getting gradually frantic and become ready to just flip out. My mom got to the point where she was in tears a few times. We checked my brother's friend's house again and no one was there then I talked to Laura some more and my mom called the police. I went upstairs and was printing out pictures of him for when the cops come. I was looking at his face in a picture from a trip to San Francisco and wondering whether the next time I would see it would be in a police photograph or a coffin; whether I'd break down crying in school because I got a call from my dad or mom saying that the police found my brother's body; whether we'd find him and he'd been raped by some pervert and was permanantly traumatized; whether I'd be curled up in bed awake all night and the next day, instead of being at school, I would be in the kitchen at 8 in the morning drinking coffee and whimpering. Every time I called my brother's cell phone I imagined it picking up and the voice at the other end being that of a man's saying that if I ever want to see my brother again, blah blah blah.

So I'm on the phone with Laura again and printing out pictures of him and I hear my mom asking someone where he or she was. I went down and there was a cop there and I asked what was going on and my mom said that she got ahold of Nico and he was at his friend's down the street. He, knowing he had an apointment and leaving the door open, had gone to his friend's and went out to dinner with his friend's family. Apparently, as his friend's sister said, he was asked whether he called my mom and he said yes. That was the missed call on my cell phone. He didn't even leave a fucking message. Laura said that he might have done something like that and I guess she was right. That way he could say that he called and try to get away with missing the hair appointment.

While we were walking towards his friend's house I saw him walking towards us and sprinted towards him with every intent of hitting him so hard he'd fall over. I managed to get him on the other side of a parked car and he was all like "what!?" and I was like "WHAT THE FUCK!?" really loudly. I kept chasing him but he got to my mom by the time I got to him and didn't want to deck him in front of her as she was really, really upset already. We went into his friend's house to talk to his friend's mother and my mom was in tears and stuff and my brother just had this snide fucking look on his face. He was totally oblivious to how badly he had scared and worried everyone and was acting like a little snot-nosed asshole. My mom and I were at tears at various points, my dad yelled at him when he got home, I told him that I was surprised that he managed to get into a private school if he was so stupid that he was oblivious to how much hurt he had caused, and I yelled and said I'd beat the shit out of him right in front of my parents. Not even all THAT got it through his thick piece of shit skull. I really can't believe the combonation of idiocy, selfishness, irresponsibility, and the totally inability to realize other people's motions that is present in that asshole.

I was really worried though and I can't believe he did that shit and played it off like it wasn't a big deal.

At times I felt sick to my stomach and overall it was upsetting as much as it pissed me off.

I hate him right now...

[amy]

that is ridiculous. I can understand just leaving like that but when your whole family is CRYING in front of you, anyone should at least act sorry and acknowledge what they did was really wrong. and that they're lucky to have family that even care where they are at all.

someone's gotta taser his ass D<

not really related: i can't believe how stupid 14 year olds are. That's only 3 years younger than me (and you?) but Samurai Drifter's brother's that age and he wants this cosplay outfit from ebay that will basically throw his family into poverty and destroy his parents' marraige. but he will not retract the request.

[FaultyClockwork]

that is ridiculous. I can understand just leaving like that but when your whole family is CRYING in front of you, anyone should at least act sorry and acknowledge what they did was really wrong. and that they're lucky to have family that even care where they are at all.

someone's gotta taser his ass D<

not really related: i can't believe how stupid 14 year olds are. That's only 3 years younger than me (and you?) but Samurai Drifter's brother's that age and he wants this cosplay outfit from ebay that will basically throw his family into poverty and destroy his parents' marraige. but he will not retract the request.

I freaking know! How ungrateful is that!?

My dad once bought my brother and I two cannolis, one for each of us. He went to a nice bakery and got them specially and my brother ate mine.

He's a douchebag, messy, and a wigger. DX

[DreamerGirl]

That was really awful of him.

[Belial]

Want me to knife 'em?'

I'll do it, just for you FC, just this once.

[Satan]

Wow. I wish I'd seen this yesterday. I'm fairly paranoid about family issues right now (not to threadjack, but let's just say your brother isn't the only one who's done something stupid recently) but i wish I'd known so i could have seen what he thought of it today after school.

If you don't mind, I might have to ask him what happened when i see him in school on monday.

[FaultyClockwork]

Wow. I wish I'd seen this yesterday. I'm fairly paranoid about family issues right now (not to threadjack, but let's just say your brother isn't the only one who's done something stupid recently) but i wish I'd known so i could have seen what he thought of it today after school.

If you don't mind, I might have to ask him what happened when i see him in school on monday.

Sure, feel free to ask him. But do me a favor and call him "the dirty little Mexican."

And Dreamer, Belial... thanks alot. And yeah Belial, you can knife him if you dig it, but only after Satan gets a chance to speak with him.

[Venom112]

Being a common perpatraitor of this act (the shadow act I call it, or so I will from now, having made the name up right here), I have to say that I can relate to your bro. Course I don't own a cell phone, mostly so that when I disappear people can't contact me, and I'm 19, and I don't do it to get out of appointments, so the scenarios are slightly different.

[Artie]

jesus christ dude! WTF IS YOUR BROTHER"S PROBLEM? he had no right whatsoever to do that to you and your family. i would deck my brother right in front of my mom if he did that, even if she was in tears.

[Gundampilotspaz]

I'm sure the emotion took over.... but a couple hours of not being heard from doesn't constitute panic. Now if you were about to go to bed and didn't hear from him... that might.

Seems like you really took the irrational way to approach a serious problem.

Really? Thinking him dead? Kidnapped? More like paranoid than irrational at that point.

[margot]

Do your mom and dad usually keep you guys on a leash or something?

[Artie]

I'm sure the emotion took over.... but a couple hours of not being heard from doesn't constitute panic. Now if you were about to go to bed and didn't hear from him... that might.

Seems like you really took the irrational way to approach a serious problem.

Really? Thinking him dead? Kidnapped? More like paranoid than irrational at that point.

you don't get it. They couldn't find him ANYWHERE. not that they didn't hear from him. THEY COULDN'T FIND HIM. they looked all over and couldn't find him.

[Satan]

just curious, how long was he gone for?